February 2012
I hate the fact that I had to have the biggest fucking sook to get you to do any of the stuff you did .
There’s all these hello kitty and Disney princess things at my work Im gonna buy some Tommorow but the people I work with are going to look at me weird and think I’m silly :(
What if I had a thing on the side ?
Made you cry ? Would the rules change up or would they still apply if I played you like a toy ? Sometimes I wish I did act like a boy .
I'm used to it. I’m used to being cancelled on....
Fucking hell.. People should just fuck off this is where I vent and my relationship with Aaron isn’t perfect but I love him and he does make me happy I’ve just been sooky lately and yeah I post here because it’s my page and I fucking can .
I want some random hot stranger to come up to me and be my best friend lol ehh I dont get why I’m so lonely and sad a lot of the time .. :’(
everythingyouaredisgustsme:
I don’t think it’s ever going to become easier and better for me.
I want to be ok with being alone and not giving a fuck about anyone . Being inlove is fucked and I feel like it ruined me.